This feels like a car crash, like I've smashed straight into something and all the pieces of my life are up in the air. Maybe I'll catch all the pieces, maybe it'll just fall apart around me. I've lost one, for sure. The rest, I'll have to see. I'm funtioning right now on a bare minimum. Just making it through the days. I guess it's time to step back and appreciate what I DO have, to take a step back and reevaluate where I am and where I need to go. Yet with all the evaluations, I can't think of the immediacy of the situation because it's too much right now. Too much on my shoulders.
Strange. This feeling.
